Until i get over you

So lonely again....hope this feeling will soon go away.
I know he is now very happy with someone he really loved and cared for..
He doesn't remember me at all...
I just expected and trusted him too much that i'm the one he really love but i was wrong and it hurts so much....it hurts so very, very much..
when i have no one to turn to and i have to endure everything.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_ChIYK9XZUU&noredirect=1


"Until I Get Over You"
Woke up today thinking of you
Another night that I made my way through
So many dreams still left in my mind
But they can never come true
I press rewind and remember when
I close my eyes and I'm with you again
But in the end I can still feel the pain, every time I hear your name

[Chorus]
The sun won't shine since you went away
Seems like the rain's falling every day
There's just one heart, where there once was two
But that's the way it's gotta be,
'til I get over you

[Verse 2]
Walked through the park, in the evening air
I heard a voice and I thought you were there
I run away but I just can't escape
Memories of you everywhere
They say that time will dry the tears
But true love burns for a thousand years
Give my tomorrows for one yesterday
Just to know that I could have you here

[Bridge]
When will this river of tears stop fallin'
Where can I run so I won't feel alone
Can't walk away when the pain keeps callin'
I've just gotta take it from here on my own
But it's so hard to let go

 

How?

How do i love thee?

When seeing you with your girlfriend feels like a curse?
When knowing that you are chatting, texting and calling my close friends, and even dating them?
When you are a member of a different religious sect?
When you are too insensitive to my feelings?
When you are too proud to say i'm sorry?

How do i love thee?

When it's too painful to love you?
But too hard to forget you?

Road Trip - Angeles, Pampanga

Nothing to do at home, so for a breather, we just took a road trip to Angeles, Pampanga,  i just took pictures, the view lessened my stress away.... 

mountain

the sky above

looming sky  that indicates  rain

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NLEX

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Dropby at the HOLY ROSARY PARISH

After  that, we ate at Toll House...yummy...but serving food took us 30 mins....too long for those people that  are really hungry like us....



Quote

Nice quote that warms my heart...i hope he can read this...

"You may not be her first, her last, or her only.

She loved before she may love again.

But if she loves you now, what else matters?

She's not perfect - you aren't either,

and the two of you may never be perfect together

but if she can make you laugh,

cause you to think twice,

and admit to being human and making mistakes, 

hold onto her and give her the most you can.

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day,

but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her,

don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give.

Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there." — Bob Marley

My loots

The shopaholic in me strikes again last sunday...went to Divisoria  and here's my finds:

beautiful and colorful sarongs for my beach skeds

comfy towels

house slipper from MIKAELA

face towels for taking a bath...

Quiapo Church

the Black Madonna

I do have an endless first friday devotion to the  Black Nazarene  at Quiapo Church...it all started when i was in college...i always drop by at the church whenever i'm afraid that i might not pass a subject, an exam or when i really have a big problem....i always cry in front of HIM...and ask  whatever my heart longs for....sometimes my prayers are answered and sometimes are not...but i always surrender everything to HIM..i know  HE knows what's best for me and HE will not forsake me..

and so i have to endure this kind of crowd every first friday..

street scenes....

the  LRT...

ARIES

Communication Tips for Aries:

Uranus, Jupiter, Venus and Mercury are all in Aries now, lending maximum momentum to projects, especially for those who can communicate what they want. If you know a person's astrological sign, you can cater your message to maximum effect. Aries is a youthful sign that, like a child, has a way of saying things that most other adults would agree shouldn't be said. These utterances are coming from an honest place and are not intended to harm. When communicating with Aries, a direct approach is often best. Aries can take the blunt truth and prefers that others lead with the main point of the communication instead of tiptoeing around it with formalities.

http://www.creators.com/lifestylefeatures/horoscopes/horoscopes-by-holiday/for-release-thursday-may-12-2011.html


-this is the reason why many misunderstood me, because unknowingly, i hurt  them by the words that comes out from my mouth,  that i am not aware  affects them...

- i must grow up...but then really i didn't mean to hurt them...i'm just saying what my mind and my heart wants to express...

Hidden Wonder

Had a nice weekend at Dasol, Pangasinan...although we really had a bumpy ride coz  of the remoteness of the place, it's all worth it....it's really a hidden wonder...a white beach  with very clear  and calm waters greeted us as we reached the place...we really enjoyed our stay very much....

Thursday Verses

 Hebrews 4:12-13 (New International Version, ©2011)

 ¹² For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.
¹³ Nothing in all creation is hidden from God’s sight. Everything is uncovered and laid bare before the eyes of him to whom we must give account.

Psalm 6 (New International Version, ©2011)

 ¹ LORD, do not rebuke me in your anger
   or discipline me in your wrath.
² Have mercy on me, LORD, for I am faint;
   heal me, LORD, for my bones are in agony.
³ My soul is in deep anguish.
   How long, LORD, how long?
 ⁴ Turn, LORD, and deliver me;
   save me because of your unfailing love.
⁵ Among the dead no one proclaims your name.
   Who praises you from the grave?
 ⁶ I am worn out from my groaning.
   All night long I flood my bed with weeping
   and drench my couch with tears.
⁷ My eyes grow weak with sorrow;
   they fail because of all my foes.
 ⁸ Away from me, all you who do evil,
   for the LORD has heard my weeping.
⁹ The LORD has heard my cry for mercy;
   the LORD accepts my prayer.
¹⁰ All my enemies will be overwhelmed with shame and anguish;
   they will turn back and suddenly be put to shame

http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Psalm+6&version=NIV

HEARTBREAK

 

 

http://stop.pk/takerbutt/photo/view/heart-break-2/

 

 

Aries March 21 - April 19

For Wednesday, May 4 -Relationships are fluid -- people are moving in and out of the center of your life all the time, whether you realize it or not. The drifting is continuing with a troubled friend, and they seem farther away than ever. Value what they gave you and let them continue on their own path. Ultimately, we are all individuals who need to take our own journeys. Is there someone special you've lost touch with? Get in touch with them -- even if it's just to say a final goodbye.

© Astrology.com 1996- 2011

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/artsandliving/horoscopes/signs/aries.html

-- so timely...should move on....the pain is so intense and heartbreaking...so true, even if not treasured,  still value everything.

MALL

I was amazed and entertained by Landmark- Trinoma's  decorations...apparently, the mall decor's theme is MARDI GRAS...
very colorful!!!

 

 

SHE

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect – you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break – her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” — Bob Marley

John 10:10

"I came that they may have life and have it abundantly." - John 10:10

My Princess

Since  it's summer vacation of  my two sons, i was able to watch again koreanovelas  every night...finished watching My Princess....SSH  is very sweet....loved their tandem...

Title: 마이 프린세스 / My PrincessChinese Title : 我的公主
Genre: Romance, Comedy
Episodes: 16
Broadcast network: MBC
Broadcast period: 2011-Jan-05 to 2011-Feb-24
Air time: Wednesday & Thursday 21:55

Synopsis

An ordinary college student, Lee Seol, finds out she’s a princess. The grandson of Daehan Group, Park Hae Young, is put in charge of educating Seol on proper etiquette.

Cast

Song Seung Hun as Park Hae Young
- Choi Won Hong as young Hae Young
Kim Tae Hee as Lee Seol
- Jun Min Seo as young Seol
Park Ye Jin as Oh Yoon Joo
Ryu Soo Young as Nam Jung Woo
Lee Soon Jae as President Park Dong Jae
Maeng Sang Hoon as Oh Ki Taek
Kang Ye Sol as Lee Dan
Im Ye Jin as Kim Da Bok

http://www.koreandrama.org/?p=5906

Secret Garden

 

During the Holy Week, Good Friday that is, i've finished watching Secret Garden  starring Ha Ji Won  and Hyun Bin in 5 hrs...
the drama is so inspiring because it again tackles the life of a Cinderella  with her  knight in shining armor..

Title: 시크릿 가든 / Sikeurit Gadeun / Secret Garden
Chinese Title : 秘密花园
Genre: Romance, comedy, fantasy, melodrama
Episodes: 20 + 1 Special
Broadcast network: SBS
Broadcast period: 2010-Nov-13 to 2011-Jan-22
Air time: Saturday & Sunday 21:45

Synopsis

The drama tells the story of Kim Joo Won (Hyun Bin), an arrogant and eccentric CEO who maintains the image of seeming perfection, and Gil Ra Im (Ha Ji Won), a poor and humble stuntwoman whose beauty and body are the object of envy amongst top actresses. Their accidental meeting, when Joo Won mistakes Ra Im for actress Park Chae Rin, marks the beginning of a tense, bickering relationship, through which Joo Won tries to hide a growing attraction to Ra Im that both confuses and disturbs him. To complicate matters further, a strange sequence of events results in them swapping bodies.

Cast

Hyun Bin as Kim Joo WonHa Ji Won as Gil Ra ImYoon Sang Hyun as Choi Woo Young/Oska (Joo Won’s cousin)Kim Sa Rang as Yoon SeulLee Philip as Im Jong SooLee Jong Suk as Han Tae SsunYoo In Na as Im Ah YoungKim Ji Sook as Moon Yeon HongPark Joon Geum as Moon Boon Hong

http://www.koreandrama.org/?p=3599

MY BIRTHDAY

Just want to document my horoscopes for my birthday, although i think this does not pertain to me...

I am sad because someone had not treated me good and had not treasured me, it dissappointed me because i've expected too much....anyway, it's just a speck against the many people who loves and cherishes me...


THANK GOD  FOR  ANOTHER  BIRTHDAY!!!  PLS SHOWER ME ALWAYS WITH YOUR BLESSINGS AND GRACES!!  HAPPY  BIRTHDAY  TO  ME!!!!!

http://www.indiaonrent.com/view/s/some-of-the-rare-flowers.html

Aries March 21 - April 19

For Sunday, April 17 -If you keep reaching for more people, places or things, you won't ever get enough time to enjoy what you have earned so far. Today is about taking time to establish things -- grow relationships and explore what other people are looking for in life. You just may able to help them get it -- and that sense of satisfaction is just what you need right now. You have a lot to share, a lot to teach -- and an awful lot to learn from others.

© Astrology.com 1996- 2011

http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-srv/artsandliving/horoscopes/signs/aries.html

ARIES (March 21-April 19). The style of communication you grew up with may not be right for today's circumstances. Tune into social subtleties, especially having to do with humor. Observe and learn the "rules" before you jump in.

http://www.creators.com/lifestylefeatures/horoscopes/horoscopes-by-holiday/for-release-sunday-april-17-2011.html

Fave Singer

http://www.enriqueiglesias.com/forum/topics/enrique-iglesias-pictures

My very very fave singer...Enrique Iglesias...love his songs so much.....be it in Spanish or English..so pleasant to listen and so full of meanings...i always can relate...

My fave Korean Actor

http://www.hancinema.net/korean_So_Ji-sub-picture_gallery.html?sort=Latest_Added_Pictures&typephoto=&episode=

My most fave korean actor, Sojisub

I've watched him in I'm Sorry I love You, One thousand Years, Memories of Bali, and many more....he makes my heart beat faster...he's so cute...